It's the way you do the things you do that make me fall in love with you...

...still computer less and that's what I'm hoping I get for Christmas. A fixed computer & an ipod touch, but I'm pretty sure, I'm getting that, because I'm buying it myself. haha.

In other news.
Christmas is only in a few days.
I'm kind of excited, sorta kinda.

Things here are getting better. I'm realizing who my friends are and trying to have a good time.
I've been wanting to go on a road trip more and more lately.
Good music has come out and I've explored new (old) music too.

I can't wait until I get an ipod, I'm going to load it with so many new music.
I feel extremely kept to myself and shy without a computer to express all my thoughts and everything to.

I pretty much know for a fact, that no one really reads this, so still, its to myself. But its out there in the open.

I'm trying to be happy, but its still kind of difficult.
16.9 FL OZ Red Bull, makes me think of Rachelle. Miss you darling.
Its so good though, puttin me straight to bed.

Taylor is downstairs and A Rocket To The Moon is playing behind this typing.

McDonalds for breakfast tomorrow. (: I'm excited. I wish I could stop eating so shitty though. Lol.

New Year is coming. Hopefully it will be less-heartbreaking than this one has been.
Let's hope.

Too much shit went down this year. My life changed SO much. Who knew this time last year, I would be in Ohio? Fuck that, this state sucks. Oh well. I miss my MD peeps.
This year went extremely fast. Its funny how I'm laying my feelings out on the table now. Slightly to late. Sorry Zach. I miss you.

And I'm gonna start putting my feelings out on the table more, its better than keeping secrets and having a broken heart for what seems like forever.

Going to finish this huge Red Bull and play more music.

XO,

Your One & Only