Lists of 2008...

There is so much I could say here, but this is all, for now...

Good Memories:
1. Making tons of more friends
2. Realizing how brave I am
3. Becoming more open, and not being afraid to show everyone the real me.
4. The most incredible local shows, that never seem to end, got better.
5. My last week in Maryland, the best ever.

Bad Memories:
1. Moving and having to leave everyone.
2. Falling for the wrong guys, twice, feeling like shit because of it.
3. Not finding a descent guy until only about a few weeks ago.
4. Having to start over, completely, AGAIN.
5. Feeling super lonely.

A List of Things That Made Me Happy This Year (In No Order):
1. Re-uniting with my brother. It feels good to have a guy best friend, who I know will always be in my life. I can't even imagine it without you now. I love you bro. <3
2. Making more countless numbers of memories with Rachelle. You'll always be my best friend girl, no matter what.
3. Flying for the first time, and getting to go back home.
4. Going to hamilton and missing the old times. Seeing old friends.
5. Bel Air High, and the millions of friends I made.
6. Smoking weed for the first time.
7. Hooking up with stangers, haha.
8. Fast Time At Barrington High coming out!
9. Folie A Deux coming out!
10. My hero having a baby.
11. Meeting you Kayla baby, someone who knows exactly how it feels, to be "the new kid." You making things feel alright and being there to reassure me that everything will get better.
12. Meeting you Joe, the only guy I've ever met who made me feel completely beautiful.

I know there is many more, but I can't think right now.

Thats it for now...