I had a dream last night...

Pretend like you care, when I know you only do it to get him off your back, how could you be so heartless?
Shatter my heart into a million pieces, only to repeat the same task everyday with those piercing eyes.
Water my hopes and dreams and let them grow tall, only to knock them down in an instant with your quick and constant excuses.
Tell me you'll be there and you never show it, you never listen or give advice when I truly need you.
Look deep into my eyes, searching for something, answers, and there they are laying out on the table, but you don't notice them, look, really look, "take it or leave it" you said.
"Things will be normal..." but you're never here anymore, how is this going to be normal? What is normal?
You always tell me things will be okay, when you have no other advice, but things won't be okay, not for me, not unless I'm okay, not unless I'm happy.

I see a mountain of opportunities awaiting.
Anticipating my arrival.
I'm almost there, I promise.

This is a start to something fresh.
Job interview tomorrow.