Friday, February 27, 2009

I started an actual journal...

if feels good actually writing with a pen again.
Lately I've been feeling lonely and extremely down.

And nothing really seems to be working out.

Tonight I feel sick.
But all the music playing on shuffle on my iTunes is suddenly really good tonight.

Its semi making the depressed feeling a little bit more mellow.
Yes, this music is my drug.

Its good.
My head hurts pretty badly though, and I'm trying to eat better, all I had to eat today was a chicken ceaser salad and a frozen mocha from Panera Bread, it was mighty delicious, but its like the worst salad possible to get.
haha. I'm trying, i'm trying.

I wanna look good and feel confident.

My goal is to save some good money, get my grades up (god I need to so bad), and lose weight. Than, I'll feel so much better.

(: Thats it for now.

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