...I feel forgotten.
Like a lost soul.
Lately, I feel like I've been a mess.
I've come to terms with the fact that I need to grow up now.
I'm not even going back to school in the fall.
I need to get a job and my license.
Focus on more important things.
I almost feel like I need change.
Like the people close to me are fading and really, there isn't much I can do about it, so why not just move on?
I feel like once school starts back up and I get a job and do my online business I'll lose most of the people close to me because I won't see them everyday like I used to.
I want to grow up.
I want to be able to go wherever I want, when I want.
To spend money on whatever.
To have money, period.
To be able to fly to Maryland whenever I want!
To do whatever I want and be grown up.
And I feel like once I start my online schooling program I'll gain those privileges if I keep up good grades!
I'm sad lately.
Been thinking about how I'm drifting, away from everyone.
Or maybe not, maybe I just feel that way.
I just want to be a good friend.
Who is there for you when you need someone to talk to.
For advice or just a shoulder to cry on.
Or just someone to rant to.
I wanna be here.
I want my best friends to be able to talk to me instead of bottling everything up.
THATS WHY I'M YOUR BEST FRIEND.
Ya know what I mean?
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Yeah, i'm scared like that too.
I guess i'm just bottling things up, because i'm trying not to rely on people as much, because i'm scared that when highschool's over i'm gonna have to break ties with people. y'know, its scary shit.
But there's nothing we can do about it. I love you, and i want to be there with you for the rest of your life, and hopefully destiny allows that. :D but you never really know untilt he end do you?
You cant worry about the future too much,
we gotta just take it day by day.
Yeah, thats true, I know what you mean. Its like what I said the other day, I just want to be there. I understand that you're trying not to rely on people as much, but thats what best friends are for! And about the future thing, I'm trying hard not to worry about it too much, but I just want to have set goals for myself and actually be able to accomplish them. I don't want to plan too much, but at the same time I do, you know what I mean?
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