Thursday, January 29, 2009

Take my photo off the wall if it just won't sing...for you...

I wish you knew how much I cared.
How one tiny thing you do, or say, can ruin my day.
I wish I could get over this.
I wish I could move on.
I wish someone would help me through this.
Another fake smile, another clouded mind, I can't stop thinking about you.
I wish you cared for me the same way.
I wish you only knew.
I wish so much, but it won't come true.
I just keep waiting. Another day. Another broken heart.
You have so much of me.
I opened up for you, and you shot me down.
You listen sure, but you don't care.
We just keep living this life.
Hiding behind sad secrets.
I keep wishing.
Waiting.
My hopeless dream.
I'm trying not to think about you.
Heartache.
I want this to go away.
I want you in my life, more than anything.
But I don't know how to get over this feeling.
I wish I could push you away.
Move on.
And still keep you in my life.
I wish you'd tell me.
Everything.
I wish we could both stop hiding.
The wait won't end.
Tiny hope fills up inside me each day, but nothing ever happens.
Each day is a repeat of the last.
I want this feeling to end.
Waiting.
I sit alone in the living room.
Un-finished homework stressing me out.
Another day, another broken heart, another wait.
I wish I could stop caring so much.
Just get over this.
And move on.
But truth is...
It won't happen.
I wonder if you seriously do think of me.
If you ever just want to break down and tell me everything.
Like I wish you would.
Another warm tear, for you.
Because of you.
If you only knew.
Waiting.

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